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[12 Nov 2005|11:55am] |
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Last night was probally one of the best times i had in a while. Driving to the Pallidum listning to Coheed was just making me more and more excited. I had no idea what it was going to be like. So Jay Alyssa and myself get out of the car to walk to the Palladium and theres a hugee ass line people must have already been there by like 3, i thought we were going to have realy bad places to stand because of the line. We got in and we went on the floor we werent really in the front but had a ok view. As the show went on we ended up pushing ourselves to the front and had a perfect view i was so excited(thank you alyssa) O yeah, and a drumstick from me without you hit my chest and then hit alyssa so she ended up getting a lil gift from the show.
All the bands were amazing especially coheed their set was amazing and the energy was incredible. I dont care what people say he can play the gutair soooo good!! If i had enough money i would probally go to every place that the tour was happening it was amazing. Allright ill stop going on and on. To sum it up amazing night with awesome friends :)
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[01 Aug 2005|10:00am] |
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i feel really sick
im listning to sappy sad songs over again
im sick and tired of dealing with shit
thnk God for my friends ♥
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| wow i cant belive im back! |
[24 Jul 2005|12:28am] |
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I haven't written in this thing for so long but i have been thinking for a while and val got me to start again!!(love u val haha). I dont know if im going to keep this up but ill see how it goes.
The first day of my summer offically starting by going to the beach with jon val lynds and folta, lastra, and lambert it was such a great time. What else could be better with football on the beach and running into walls while playing lazer tag. Then my summer started to get kinda crazy with all those parties at dems that he had. Me and Ashlie ended up doing some crazy things that night haha. But i have to say i love all those guys i have so many memories with them. Pont i see him all the time now which is great because i havent seen him when he left comp, and me and spenser are pretty good friends now hes such a great friend and me and jaron are done with our stupid fights and back to normal! but pont stearley dem sliwa kyle jaron biggie i love all you guys<3
Im having such a great summer though i really cant complain. I mean some things remind me alot of last summer which it was great dont get me wrong but some things i wish i could go back and change but i guess everythign happens for some reason right?. I been doing alot of things i havent done with my friends lately expierncing the skate park and csp northampton its great, also i met this wonderful boy whos just great but sometimes i just feel like im not good enough like i shouldn't be this happy or cared about my its just because of situations in the past but im happy and hoping for the best....Pool party's and northampton is great i get to spend it with some of the people i love a lot. Baldwin,jay,matt,steve,brett,alyssa,christine,adam,margaret i honestly love you guys your seriosly some of the best friends i could ever ask for and i dont know what i would do without you im having such a blast this summer with you!<33
I know im having such a great summer but there are some people who i havent seen at all or barely seen and it sucks. I havent talked or seen my tim blair in liek a month which sucks so bad because i hung out with him all the time and now i dont see him as much it really makes me sad( u wont read this but i miss u alot). Then ashlie and katie i havent seen in a while and i have such a great time with them...im really sorry to all my friends i havent seen maybe its my fault for not calling as much but i hope i hang out with all of you soon cuz i truley miss you guys :(
well i think this thing is pretty long enough so maybe ill keep writting in this thing but it dpends if i actually get any comments!!
<3333
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[12 Feb 2005|01:52pm] |
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havent written in this thing in a while cuz i just got sick of it but heres the whole pretty much sun up of everything....
havent hung out with lauren in months=very sad :(
music fest=good time acaustic was the best
driving skool=still nvr went cuz someone never signed me fucking up
valentines day=pointless,dnt even care bout it
prom=not going
4th lunch now=great since im with ashlie rae nikki and manny
shows=nvr can go cuz my parents r fuckign gay
job=hate it want a new one
braces=off in like 12-13 days
yea dnt feel liek writting n e more
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[22 Jan 2005|12:38am] |
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wow i havent updadted in a while, mid terms were somewhat hard but im hoping i did okay...did a blodd drive today for comuntiy service for ccd it was actually really fun. I got to hang out with theresa which i havent hung out with in a while it was awesome catching up on things, then i hung out with nate brad alex and dout what a awesome kid he is...so then later on i went to adams house with missy ihavent seen that kid in such a long time CRaZy but it was fun.....katie is back from washington wooo
bren-thnks for doing the my space :)
ha! o yeah my new nick name is muscles thanks to natile
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[09 Jan 2005|09:35pm] |
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I havent updated in a while......friday after school i went to missys house and she showed me some of the steps to the dance thing and then we got chineese food! yumm and we ended up going to the hockey game. It was pretty fun everyone was cheering like crazy(its allright jay that u tied)Saturday i had to babysit and katie helped me it was pretty easy money then she slept here and today we went to the plaza and some other shit we chilled with ben to it was pretty fun:) It sux i had my permit since april but my parents liek never signed me up for driving skool i coulda already had my lisence and i need another job to save up for a car and i want a new cell phone ughh theres just to many things
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[02 Jan 2005|01:40pm] |
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yesterday justin came over and so did ashley cote woo played someps2 and just chilled here. We ended up goign to wades n played some poker i just watched cuz i have no idea how to play but i did have a fun time. This sucks tho vaction is liek over it went by so fast, but i have to say i had a great time hanging out with everyone and se eing ppl i havent seen in a while and meeting new friends woo yea one more thing
i love jason laflur....hes my homedawg :)
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[29 Dec 2004|11:22pm] |
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So yesterday lauren came over which was fun as always. We ended up haning out my house for a while then her mom came and picked us up and brought us to katies. We went to the mall again and decided to leave and go to kohls instead. I bought a shirt and that was it. We ended up sleeping at her house i was soo tired so i went to bed at like 12 and they stayed up till liek 5 30. they were taking pictures of me when i was sleeping. Then today me and missy went to the mall with corey then we went to his house with matt lombard and matt rainwater and kenny it was a pretty fun time. Thta movie had no pint but it was wicked funny and we ended up going to friendlys so pretty much it was a good time.
<3*leave it
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[27 Dec 2004|11:20pm] |
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Went over Kellys tonight it was pretty fun. Me jay matt dooley paul erin ashley joe pete jessi natile tony chaggy derek dan and corey and a few other ppl were there. It was good to see everybody and hang out with them. So far this is seriosly one of the best vactions, ughh i dnt wanna go back to skool......tmmro i think im hanging out with corey and katie that shuld be fun!!
i got nothign really to say
<3*marisa
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[26 Dec 2004|11:32pm] |
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Ughhh pissed cuz i just wrote an entry and it didn't fuckign work!! So far vaction is going great and having fun like everyday* Christmas is a great time and its fun spenind time with ure friend and family! So yesterday i went o my aunts with everyone had a good time got good prsents then katie ended up sleeping over:) we went to domr ppls houses to give them their gifts. We went to melissas, she got me a belt and a NFG cd ive been looking for because i lost mine then we went to justins i bought him the new hopesfall cd and he bought me the new greenday cd aww i love that kid then darrell ended up haning out with us and we went to laurens she made me a masterpiece it was beautiful! Had fun then katie came back slept over and we watched 16 candles
*today we went to the mall bought a track jacket and a long sleeve shirt. Then katie had to work at 4 so ben nate bassat mike justin and k wall ended up comming over for a bit it was a good time. Then at like 7 me and ashley(a-queer) were supposed to hang out with darrell but i dont know what happned to him so we went over erins with christies there so funny and nice im glad i got to meet them i had a really good time with all of them....so i guess tmmro im gnna chill with a -queer and go to kellys?....should be a good time:)
<3*marisa
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| have yourself a merry little christmas* |
[25 Dec 2004|07:23pm] |
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Vaction in going great so far church and grandmas yesterday for x mas eve. Christmas today woke up at like 9 opned presents. Got a new flat screen tv with a dvd!! so hott but not the kind thats liek a million bucks cuz im not rich but anyways i got money and giftceriticates and a shirt pretty good stuff. I cant wait to hang out with everyone this week! gotta go tho katie is here like alwyas lol
Merry Christmas to All<3*
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I havent updated in a few days because i just didnt feel like it. Monday i went to the hockey game i was going crazy with ben lol kick him in the nuts booooo o wait jk jk haha it was a really good game and shawn tied it up and jay u did awesome buddy i told you, you would! Thursday i hung out with ben katie and lee it was pretty fun and when katie almost killed us on that turn! Friday i didnt have anythign planned so i went over laurens fun time as always, we made some cookies and tired to make a recipe up but it didnt really work cuz we prob get sick. Then steve-o and jewstin were supposed to come over but only steve-o showed up so i slept there for 2 hrs it felt good. Ughh lauren made me this big thing that supposly goes in my room? but she wont tell me what it is!.....Saturday i hung out with my dawg ashley and we went to the mall with jones and eric it was pretty fun....haha we saw mad maggy on the way there like on memorial drive and we go to take a u turn and shes gone! and 20 mins later we go behind big y and she pops out of no where! we were like wtf! so then we got to the mall and met katie there it was a pretty good time katie laughs liek crzy lol but shes awesome then we got to see her new house its really nice cept her bro got the bigger room which sux then we ended up leaving and ashley came over my house and we callled darrell and we hung out with him mark and his g.f allie it was pretty fun i love hanging out with all of them....well i got to work today at 4 prob some small x mas party then i got ccd tmmro o boy cant wait but x mas vaction is almost here im excited!!
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im having the worsr day.....i wanted to try out for the dance team and my mom wants me to do smthing cuz im lazy so i decide to try for this and shes like no school comes first. Ughh im tryign so hard in all my classes and two of them r really hard and im not good at math and its like they dnt take it in consideration. I always feel like im not good enough for them and i feel like they treat me so much different then they do my brother. Like they pushed him for so long ti get his lisence but when i wanted to there like i dnt wanna sign u up right no and i had my permit since 6 months ago i culd have already been drving and when i ask to drive they say its not a priotery....ughh just everything is going wrong.... its christmas ure supposed to be happy n everything ....well im not this shit is really getting to me i hate this!!
</3*marisa
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[10 Dec 2004|11:31pm] |
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today was an awesome day.....right after school i went to katies house. We got there and ended up going to wallmart and a resturant to buy her parents a giftcertificate. After that we went beack to katies and ben and nate ended up comming over and made fun of fingers for liek an hour it was awesome. So then margret called at like 6 and we went to go pick her up and we were off to the mall BLASTING MJ of crse!! So we got there and i got all my x mas shopping done. The mall was actually alot of fun and everyone had a great time so it was good. So we ended up goign back to margrets house. We played an INTENSE game of foozeball and i was going CraZy i almost pissed in my pants from laughing so hard. It was a great time gotta do it again!! Then i drove i felt so proud of myself no whiplash haha!!
<3*marisa
katie ben nate margret u guys r awesome :)
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After getting home a little after 12 last night from work it felt so good to sleep late. I got up and my mom told me she was taking me shopping for nice dress pants and a another pair of pants for work. I did a little bit of my xmas shopping, i wanted to get jewstin this cd but they didnt have it so ill have to go back again grrr i love christmas but i hate shopping during it because people piss me off! but i got some sutff and a new cd so i was happy. Then i came home and lauren came over and we got dressed and headed over to adams. When we got there adam mike and ben were there and we were all sitting in his living room then kristin was commign up to the dorr so we were ducking for a joke and pno hit her head on the cabinet it was the funniest thing. Then darelle ended up comming over it was a pretty fun night with wellfare raves haning out with everyone and laughing at peen:)
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School today sucked took stupid mrs morissons fag test probally failed!...manny didnt come to school today the morning just wasnt the same!! but im glad its the weekend.
EH its like 12:36 right now i got home like a half an hour ago. I love my job but today went by so slow and i was sooo tired but i need money for christmas! ahh i cant wait i love buying gifts and watching the snow fall its so pretty. Tommrow should be fun....get to see darell mcswanw ooooo lol
a queer- we will be two stepping on her face bitch!
sam- your to awesome im so happy for you
im out way to tired
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Thanksgiving day i ended up going to the south hadley vs comp game. It was a really good game except for the fact of us loosing by one point because of the stupid 2 point conversion. O well, comp boys you played good anyways<3 I sat with katie sam melissa boone nate mike kwall and dout and hammy n mekal at the game hahah dout is so funny i love that kid. Then i came home and had thanksgiving with my moms side of the family. It was a good time food was great stuffed myself liek usual, family left at like 5. Katie ended up comming over since shes liek a part of my famil;y me n her played some old time scrbble aginst the rents we won of course.
Today i had to work the Holyoke Cathloic Guild, i was there from 3-30 to like 11-30 very tireing. I saw cayla laura keri and briana and kim man they changed from back in the st joan dance. Laura was having a bad time so we talked to her hopefully made ure night a lil bttr. Work was actually fun tho talking to some of them n dancing to the music the only part that sux is cleaning at the end! Ughh they left gum and shit on the table everywhere fuckign nasty. Well this is all i have to say for now!
<3 leave me some*
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[23 Nov 2004|04:33pm] |
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everything in my life is getting so much better
me n ashlie r great again woooooop
haha got grounded from monday-thursday cuz i talk to much in skool patehtic!
me n alyssa found out poppa chubby wasnt a rapper....sigh
im done!~
peen- YOU SON OF A BITCH well u will have pleanty time to do that when your living in a van down by the river :)
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ended up having a great weekend i thought i wasnt going to. The dance ended up being really fun powder puff was awesome good job guys<3 hung out with peen n jewstin and katie. Went to Red Rose for some family thing pretty damn good food. O yeah chris farley day went awesome i got alot of compliments on my shirt!:)some things in my life r going better os im happy and im hanging out with alyssa on monday so im happy lol......i never really liked john mayer but im starting to cuz hes good at the gutair and i really like this song....
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Can i say hottt!?
o yeah:)
lol cant wait till FRIDAY!
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